i envy her

OK..so theres this girl..shes a former classmate..my high school classmate to be exact,,i envy her a lot..it seems like shes got everything a girl could ask for..she a low profile pretty girl..i envy her a lot..as in tlga..kaya cguro d ako ngng close sknya.xe super inggit ako sa kanya..
she have this perfect boyfriend..cute..sweet..tall..argh..hate her for having him!..shes rich, she goes to this cool college..got a great family background..she always gets what she wants..

why cant i have that?!..

its really unfair..and i hate her a lot tlaga for having the things ive always wanted all my life.

i always view her fs profile kht na i know naman na jealousy lng ung mararamdaman ko..nkakaasar..pero i really cant help it..alam mo un,,the fact pa lng na she has this boy next door hubby is one hell of a something na i should be jealous tlga..xe ung bf nya ung dream guy ko..tsk!!..naiinis ako..i really wish to have the things she has..para d na ko laging insecure..huhu