i envy her

OK..so theres this girl..shes a former classmate..my high school classmate to be exact,,i envy her a lot..it seems like shes got everything a girl could ask for..she a low profile pretty girl..i envy her a lot..as in tlga..kaya cguro d ako ngng close sknya.xe super inggit ako sa kanya..
she have this perfect boyfriend..cute..sweet..tall..argh..hate her for having him!..shes rich, she goes to this cool college..got a great family background..she always gets what she wants..

why cant i have that?!..

its really unfair..and i hate her a lot tlaga for having the things ive always wanted all my life.

i always view her fs profile kht na i know naman na jealousy lng ung mararamdaman ko..nkakaasar..pero i really cant help it..alam mo un,,the fact pa lng na she has this boy next door hubby is one hell of a something na i should be jealous tlga..xe ung bf nya ung dream guy ko..tsk!!..naiinis ako..i really wish to have the things she has..para d na ko laging insecure..huhu

whew!

whatta week!!

grabe!

loaded na agad ako ng mga gagawin..super dmeng homeworks..parang d ko maeenjoy ung 3 days kong wlang class e..samahan mo pa ng report..xiet..nu ba yan..

wuuuuuu..btw..d ako nalate sa 2 kong 7:30 am class!!...weeeeee...super proud..

unfortunately,,d ako nkapasok ng wed class ko..2 subjects un,,at terror pa daw ung gay prof ko sa function and catering class ko...huhu..what will happen to me?..deng..

tsk

come what may na lng..tsk tsk tsk..

tas ung euthenics class ko naman e d ko din npasukan xe parang engot xerox machine sa school!!

iisa nagana!ung nsa library lng!
tas parang ung mga pinaphotocopy ng mga tao dun e ung buong book na!!

try nlang bumili na lng!!

tsk tlaga..so un..d din ako nkapasok..xe naubos na ung time ko kakainty nung pinapaphotocopy ko..

so un...

saklap..

hahahah

..wow..

cnong ngviview??

try mong mgcomment=)

poser shits

ok..whats with this girls..they keep on saying they have these posers e they arent pretty naman!
hello?!?!earth to them?!?!?
mga ngmamaganda cla..
tpos they are the ones naman thats creating those poser accounts!
like duh?!?!?
very much desperate?!?
wth?!?!?
nakakaasar lng ..at oo affected ako dhl nkakairita...db?db?db?

love life update

mi boiffy and moi didnt broke up..hahaha...

vlog

haha..may naisip akong ibloblog knina..kaso nlimutan ko..hahah..

memory gap dude!!

hahaha

Friendster sucks!!

haha..that's the title of the blogs posted on multiply..well, I've said that too..well it really sucks!..i mean..i have 2000+ friends then it came down to 40+?!?!?wtf db?! heheh..pero natatawa pa din ako sa post nila..hehe..cla cla din xe ung ngcocomment e..ahaha..anyway..just wanted to sahre that with ye..i tired of friendster na din naman e..GO MULTIPLY! ako,,matagal na..hehehe...kaya lng no more friendster means no more fans..hahahah..tae..

bad bad bad

well..i noticed that i don't regularly post here but i also noticed that most of my posts are bad..tsk tsk..well maybe because i don't have anybody to talk to about these things.. hehe.. actually, my mom was asking me if i have a blog here nga and i told her na i dont have one,, kasi nga i dont tell anybody about this..this is where i keep the things i dont want to tell anybody kasi im shy to let them know..i dont know how they will react to my thoughts.. pero its my thoughts nga db?!!?..haha ironic..well..xempre this is my dairy na nga..kaso ang hirap kc i dont have a laptop na i can bring wherever i am na whenever i have a thought din e i can post it easily..aun..

well im running out of words na,, so better end this now..

back to school

its back to school once again tomorrow..(actually its back to school a week ago..but i didn't go to school cause it wasn't a regular class yet..)..start of the second semester of my second yr college life..2 more years!!damn!cant wait to have my own job, buy my own things, live in my own pad..to live the life..
there's a lot of thins i want to do..though I'm still confused if i really want to graduate immediately or not..i mean..will i be very happy doing things alone in my own way?..i want to experience to be free..stay up so late with my barkada whenever i want to, without worrying if my mom will get mad if i always go tambay. i want to experience partying all night long at the hippiest place in manila.. but most of all,, i want to travel..its what i wanted ever since i was young..(coz' now im already 19..shit..im old)

places i want to go to here in the Philippines:

• Bohol
• Boracay
• Palawan
• Subic
• Cebu

Place i want to go to outside the Philippines

• Paris
• New york
• actually..i want to go around the world..so i want post it anymore..

ahahah..this is funny..this blog was just about me going back to school tomoorow..pero ngng me wanting to travel the world na..haha

anyway..i hope ill have a much better semester this sem..oh one more thing..i cant wait for my new cellphone to arrive!!yipee!!hahah..itll be my inspiration..nyahahah..well i really want to make it better this sem..ill have to promise my self to wake up early(i dont to be late anymore,,specialy i have 2 7:30 am classes..deng..)..and i also have to promise myself to focus on my lessons..

wish me luck!

D

effin' life!

im bored..

im sad..

hearts breaking..

tears fell from my eyes as im read the text message i recieved from him..

it really hurts

i dont know why..

fuck!!once again!
damn it!

i effin hate this life!